Great, it’s only 8 am, I am awake for 2 hours after 3 hours sleep and I feel already like old chewing gum. The rain outside doesn’t really raise my spirit. I am stuck with a problem, which seems to be easy to solve, but it isn’t. Time is running through my fingers like sand in the desert and I cannot get rid of the feeling of having failed. Want to go back to bed now. Can’t.